JANUARY 12 2017
IT JUST HURTS SOMETIMES
I’ve been in a weird place lately. In my second year in Seattle, my health isn’t great. I need dental work and I’m broke. Although there are healthcare resources for the impoverished out there I've been too depressed to seek any out. I can’t seem to kick smoking, alcohol is definitely having an adverse effect on my mental state, I’m fantastically lonely, and I’m still stuck in this perfect storm of loving and hating myself simultaneously. I miss my mom.
When it really comes down to it, I don’t regret any of this. It’s a part of me. It just hurts sometimes.
New Years was awesome. I took molly with some close friends and literally started the year with a bang. But as much as I try, life can’t be a drug fueled fuck-fest ... [READ MORE]